It really sucks when you suddenly feel that you have lost everything. Even faith in yourself and when you try to pull yourself together and stand back up, you find yourself falling back down again. Well, let's say I have really no emotions now and nothing would change no matter how hard I have cried. "What's the point brooding over what has happened?" That's just words to comfort yourself. Truth is, it's easier said than done. Trust me for that. Only if you have ever experience such immense failure that you will really understand what it really feels like. It's like I have tried really hard and in the end, this is what you get. Fair? That's for you to decide. Move on? Let's just say time will pick us all up again hopefully. In the meantime, just smile and carry on. It's all a fascade.
Anyway, thanks to all for all your care and concern.